Hello, it’s been ages
03 Mar 2012 Leave a Comment
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Hello!
I know it’s been an ages since the last time I actively update my blogs, And so here I am today, writing in the midst of my preoccupied days, trying to keep some of my loyal readers out there entertained. haha..
*dammit Sar has been interrupting me while I was brainstorming what to write, as I’ve stopped writing as frequent as I did before. Like kept asking me “Is it okay to wear this? How bout we share one bag, what if I put on these shoes rather than the assigned one?” lolol… we’re actually preparing to go to the funeral, to pay visit and sing them some songs to comfort them. Does anyone has a clue about what does it called commonly? 
So, apparently I’m participating in a choir in the community, and we go rehearse every Thursday night. It’s great to know that the fellow members are very welcoming (:
And btw, on the early morning on 29th Feb, I received a piece of news, which wasn’t a pleasant one to hear early in the morn the first time I woke up. Our beloved cat, Ban Ban aka Little Dots has passed away at our house. I was informed by bro, and as per what he told me, it was one of our maids who happened to pass by the coffee shop few blocks away from our house saw Ban Ban was already shivering and barely could get his feet on the ground, let alone to walk. And he was carried home by our maid, and after a few minutes of shivering and excruciating groans from his mouth, he had lost his last breath. I was so devastated .. So sad to accept the fact that he’d already gone, and we can longer feed him his fave Whiskas, play ard with him and pamper him like a baby.. I was the only one who treat him like he’s my lil bro, I guess. I’d always sneak him in into Dad’s bedroom, cause he’d always love to sleep in there. :’)
he used to be a part of our family, and now he’d left us forever..
My tears fell like a waterfall that morning.
I loved him.
5:52p.m
March 3, 2012
From Batam, With Love
24 Jan 2012 Leave a Comment
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Bonjour!!!
Happy Chinese New Year guys!!!
Finally we’ve bid goodbye to our little fury friend, Rabbit. Now, let us welcome the furious, energetic, flamboyant Dragon!
*pop up champagne*
It’s my 4th day in here, Batam, my sweet hometown, and I’ve got bunch of story to tell you guys about!
Last, before I close today’s post, let me wish you a Happy Dragon Year, may this year of Dragon bring you lots of love, joy, happiness, luck, and prosperity!
Fyi, snake this year, is gonna reap a fruitful year ahead!
*pop up wine*
greetings from Batam, love you..
xoxoxo
xiaoxuan
A Romantic Date With Glutinous Balls
22 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
in Yummiest!
Had my yummy, sweet, chunky glutinous balls, or 汤圆 (Tang yuan) in Mandarin at night, as dessert after dinner. Although the taste would never be the same as Mom’s, but it sure rekindle back the sweet air of my hometown! Thanks, “Auntie” for the kindness, it was so sweet, and thoughtful of you. <3
Look at it! Resembles a flower right? :>
This one was made by friend’s relative, and brought by friend at this afternoon.
Indeed, this kind of bond, this kind of celebration, the meaning behind the custom itself, is something that Jakarta ppl, or metropolitan ppl won’t understand, and won’t give a damn about. Well, at least we do care a lot about it.
And we are proud of being a true Chinese, with Chinese blood flowing in our vein, too. (:
Like There’s No Tomorrow
12 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
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Been working for 12 hours today, and finally can have my own sweet time.
Before I close my day off today, lemme pour down a thing or two about what I feel. lol.
Today is 12.12.2011. 365 days later is 12.12.2012. Some ppl might be expecting this day, some ppl might be worried about this day too. Is that true that the end of world is happening on this day? Even if it’s not real, let’s say a massive disaster is about to approaching us, slowly, one by one, but very sure.. What exactly would you do by the time has come? Too scary to imagine right? So, we all know that after today, we might not be able to see what tomorrow will be like. We might lose our precious one, or anything worse than that. Hence.. make use of our lives wisely. If we could become better, why should we choose becoming a worse person than before? Why should we ruin our lives? (: Seize every seconds of our lives. Now, we see how time flies.. And time’s irreversible. Sure you would wanna live your whole life in regret and remorseful? Hesitate a second? It’s time. Cry like there’s no tomorrow, happy and laugh like there’s no tomorrow, love like there’s no tomorrow, dance like there’s no tomorrow, forgive like there’s no tomorrow, make good deeds like there’s no tomorrow! Whatever tomorrow still coming or not.. never lose on hopes. And, live your life remarkably! Well at very least, make your own life as a good history for others. Love you.
The Best Has Yet To Come
08 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
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I woke up at 5:30 am this morning with terrifying nightmare… I was insulted in public, my family was brought into the problem. The ppl were so real. The feeling was so real, everything seems so damn real. I can sense it strongly. I was so sad. Feeling being haunted. Tears flow uncontrollably.. I knelt down in front of Maitreya statue, prayed.. Moments later I felt better.. And I told myself it was only just a dream.. Then I fell asleep again.
Maybe I haven’t paid all of my karma yet.. So, I told myself, it’s okay.. I should face this. And you guys know what? It’s been almost a month since I got flared up and lost my anger uncontrollably. Getting myself occupied with God, really changed me into someone better. Something that beyond my control, however with God’s power, I’m able to do that. I’m just grateful that God’s always beside me whenever I’m feeling lost and down. And I know it every single day, there are bound to be some ppl, something that try to put some tests on me. To see whether or not have I changed.. I’m so glad, up until now, I’ve surpassed them all. Happy!
I’d never stop fighting, and learning till the end. The best has yet to come. Just like the rainbow, it will only manifest after a heavy rain.
(:
It’s still morning
07 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
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:p I know it ain’t morning no more, but I feel like in the morning mood now 
yet to taken bath, but I don’t look messed up right? Cos I had a very good sleep last night. XD
Got a very good news from brother right after I woke up. Feeling blissful and grateful. Of course my mission about becoming a better person each day is still on going. Perhaps till the very last breath of me, I’ll always keep that in mind. Life has taught me so many things, recently. I couldn’t stop giving thanks and glad for it and for all the people who used to be part of my life, and sent to God for me to change me into a better person. I’m embarking a whole new life ahead, feeling excited, feeling grateful each day. Not only to find happiness for myself, but also aid people to find their own happiness, too.
Have a blissful day all.
xoxo
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